I will be admitted by afternoon or evening tomorrow at Medical City. For the preparation for my operation. Lols, what a rhyme. I know the people around me keep telling me it’s no big deal, and it’s a must for an operation for my condition to avoid repentance, and early death? Lols, seriously. You see, I was checked up with a benign tumor within my breasts :| . I thought it was only one, but then I fought out it was both who had it, but then the other one isn’t big. So, to make sure what the hell is inside my body, I need to undergo it hopefully, it’s really benign, not malignant, or not the one that grows backAll these things are making me cry. You know, everytime there’s a check up while the doctor explains it’s so hard to avoid the tears. And this time, (this afternoon) I wasn’t able to stop it anymore so I cried.

We were told of some side effects, and me, as a woman, and there, why it had to be there :( I guess some would understand why I’m pouting over it, because that part, is a part of being a woman right? But then, at the bright side its the only way to save myself, and to have peace of mind, once I find out what it is…

BTW, for those who doesn’t know what’s the difference between the two tumors, malignant and benign.

Malignant is the tumor is the one which grows big very fast, and which can cause cancer.

Benign on the other hand grows really slow, and is probable to be safe that malignant.

There was another kind explained to us, one which would look like benign, but then, it grows back :|

I hope you guys pray for me, I really need prayers, support and strength and friends to help me be strong , the operation will take place this coming Friday morning. I won’t be online for a while but I’ll be anyways, haha. My dad & mum bought me a SmartBro Prepaid finally! One of my wishes. Ahahaha (@_@)

I hope then, everything will be alright! AJA. By the time me is okay, I’ll be editing layies.