Busy as a bee

Posted by Pink♥ on 12/9/09.953 words.{11} Comment(s) ♥

Busy. Yes, this week we’re having our College week, so I’ll be busy as a bee along with my classmates, contests and etc…

And someone is also trying to forget about sadness..

Last December 5, 6 and 7 is actually our 3rd Anniversary (Me and Christian)

So I tried my best to be happy, even though I was finding hard because I lost someone really dear to my heart

that I know everyone knows, and it you might find it silly that I bough a domain for her..a kitten,

but my purpose for this is to help myself let go of the burden, the sad feeling I feel every night.

She was not just a kitten after all, I treated her almost like my very own child. I cuddled and embraced her

with all my heart. I have not seen her, if you ask. No I haven’t and wherever she is, I wish God will

protect her, like I always too and I’ll always have her in my heart.

But anyway, belated happy anniversary to my love

I know I’m childish but I hope you don’t mind if I ask you to stay with me FOREVER

even if they say it doesn’t exist!

And I want to say sorry to him because I keep throwing childish tantrums lately, you know, I get mad, blahblah even though I don’t have PMS lol. I’m really stubborn, I always want to get what I want, or I always want everything my way why we always end up arguin. Nyahaha..

Anyways, since it’s our college week, me and my classmates are joining the Jingle Chorale Contest so lately I’ve been always out of our house (unsual) I go home by 7-9pm most of the times, leave early as 8 in the morning sometimes. And tomorrow, there’ll be lots of contests, and one of the contests was a freehand drawing contest using Corel Draw, which my classmates listed me to join And I am clueless. Haha, I’ve posted here before something like I hated Corel! Actually, Corel isn’t bad, but when you compare it to Photoshop it becomes evil. The interface is really confusing, so yeah after this post I’d be putting lotsa things to read to my brain for Corel, I find it a real mission to draw using Corel I only get to draw in it with a tablet, which I know my school won’t provide, or let me use? Harhar. Weeeell, God bless to me. Christian also asked me if I wanted to join the programming contest which is open to everybody in our college, since my classmates didn’t pick me to join c# programming with him I tell you, I felt sad so sad being not chosen because it was like unfair because I had the very same semestral grade with the girl they picked, plus she didn’t attend very much of our class (heart break is how you describe it) I really worked hard during our C# class because I wanted something Christian would be proud of me but because of it, yes, heartbreak. Anyway, I just have to think positive. I find it sweet that Christian always make me feel better everytime he tells me that he knows I’m way better. It lifts up my spirit! I hope one day I will surely be better, like you, I admire you so much (Christian!)

Then after all those we’ll be practicing for our Jingle Chorale again, nyahaha. Talk about no rest! Tonight I’ll be reading tutorials, wake up by 6am, leave my 7am and then there it goes!

Along with her domain, I also bought another domain but I can’t put it up yet.

I’m still waiting for my hosting account to be fixed since there’s been a problem with

the server it’s hosted lately, I heard it’s going to be transferred. I hope soon!

It’s one of the reason I’m also out the blogosphere..

And speaking of domains, as soon as I’m a bit free, I will have a mini contest. Shhh, just watch out!

“Smile even if something bad happens, smile and think positive.”

15 days before Christmas!

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